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~A Red Rose in the Black Darkness~
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15th-May-2016 09:46 am - Hiatus
not sleeping
I should have posted this a long time ago since I haven't been posting that much in a long time
I won't be leaving LJ
I will just be on hiatus until I get to the states

My fiance visa is going on smoothly
Thank goodness!

We're already at it for 8 months!
Finally, we're almost at the end!

Last week, I finally finished my medical exam
And I passed!
Yeeeey!

On May 25, I will have my CFO seminar
It's for Filipinos who will be going abroad, stuff like that
Then on June 3, finally, is my interview at the American embassy
Wish me luck!

I'm still working and I'm hoping to leave soon
I can't wait!
13th-Feb-2016 06:01 pm - Rest days again woohoo
not sleeping
I wish I can go on leave for weeks and months and still get paid lol
But that is something that is very impossible here in the Philippines

I just wanna sleep and rest and sleep a loooottt
I regret the times when I was young when my mom was telling me to sleep more but I just don't want to
I'm also starting to see little wrikles around my eyes now
Oh my god
I'm getting old!

BRB
Now panic-buying all the anti eye wrinkle shit that I can see!
3rd-Feb-2016 03:23 pm - IREI FUCKING KANATA
yasu is sorry
ALREADY HAS A TWITTER AND INSTAGRAM

SINCE APRIL LAST YEAR

AND I JUST LEARNED ABOUT IT TODAY

SO MUCH FOR HAVING ALL THE LINKS TO ALL THE SHIT RELATED TO HIM ON THIS ACCOUNT
SO MUCH FOR IT ALL!!
HOW COULD I NOT KNOW UNTIL TODAY???
ON HIS FREAKING BIRTHDAY!!

IT FEELS AS IF IT WAS ONLY YESTERDAY WHEN I WAS COMPLAINING BECAUSE HE DOESN'T HAVE ANY SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNT
FUCK MY LIFE
DO I HAVE TO MAKE MY TWITTER PUBLIC BECAUSE OF THIS???

GOD FREAKING DAMN IT
I STILL LOVE HIM
AFTER ALL THESE YEARS
3rd-Feb-2016 02:56 pm - Recital!
eito renja
Watching Recital now!
OMGG
I'm screaming like crazy in the middle of the day XDD
I think I scared my cats (and neighbors haha!)

OMG
I love Eito so much!
I may not be as active in the fandom as I was before
But I will forever be an Eighter

I know I haven't watched any of their shows for months...
I watch some clips from time to time
But both my time and HDD could no longer afford to watch and download everything
I am so excited to see them despite the face recognition shit Johnny's is implementing
I'm already starting to process my FC application, thanks my friend who is in Japan
I really wanna see Eito again!

Despite of how long I haven't watched anything Eito,
Once I start watching again
My heart beats so fast, my smile is up to the heavens, and my laughter literally brings me rolling over the floor
I clap like a retarted seal whenever they crack a joke, despite me not understanding most of it
Eito is really is my bundle of joy
They never fail to make me happy

I love them so much!
30th-Jan-2016 02:43 pm - Long Day
yasu killer smile
What a long day!
The last day of work for the week is always a long day for me!

We extended a bit after work earlier to test on the log-ins of the agents
Then we ate out because it's the last day of training
I did some grocery after eating out, and cleaned the house a little when I arrived
I just took a shower and is now waiting for my hair to dry before going to bed

I need sleep!

Being away from LJ for so long, I just noticed that there's a lot of new people who added me but I haven't added back yet

Uhm...welcome, I guess? XDD
Sorry I've been away for a while
Or rather, all my posts have been friends-only lately
If in case I haven't added you back yet, please feel free to remind this forgetful old lady to do so
I'd be posting new Eito stuff soon!

Aaaaaa
I miss Eito so much!!
29th-Jan-2016 09:50 am - Perfect
watashi kagami



After all these years
He still never fails to make me go dokidoki
Specially that hair style!
Fits him perfectly!
I love him so much!

He's going to be in Nagase's drama on February 10
I have no idea what the drama is about
But I see doctors or people in lab gowns
I hope he's a serial killer
Damn
I really want Yasu to play the role of a serial killer pretending to be a cutiepie
Yandere fits him perfectly <3



Thanks to zaq_in_chill, I already got my Recital DVD!


Lyndon paid for it too :3
He'll also buy me Subaru's album >:)

7th-Oct-2015 06:42 pm - 30
happy yasu
I turned 30 last October 5!

I can't believe I'm already 30!
I started this LJ when I was like... 19?
That was 11 years ago XDDD



Time goes by so fast!!!
11th-Sep-2015 05:45 pm - 31
happy yasu
I know it should have been more special than this
But with real life taking most of my time lately, I honestly didn't have the time to make somethig special
But this doesn't mean that I love you any less

Happy 31st birthday to you!
You will always be my superhero ♥



P.S.
I love you, Yasuda gay <3

credits to trifectaofje @ tumblr for the pic :)
1st-Sep-2015 06:33 pm - w-inds
sexy yasu
It's already September!
2015 is almost over!

Work is ok, everything is ok except from stupid traffic caused by stupid rally etc etc
But whatever!

W-INDS ARE HERE IN THE PHILIPPINES!!
Not a concert, but some variety/charity thingie!
I wish I could see them!
I know where they're staying
But I don't have the time to stalk them :(

One OK Rock will also have a concert here on January 19, 2016!
Whoa!!
Finally!
The Philippines is already a part of Asian Tours ahahahaha!
Too bad, I might be in the US already when that happens :(
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