So I never really made it to our band's beach trip today T___T I really want to go but I guess, I'll just wait for the next time ^^
Today's the start of Hero Con and I'm still not sure if I will go. I received a LOT of messages (texts, calls, emails) asking me if I will attend the said convention and most of them are even willing to shoulder everything X__X I can't remember the last time I ever paid for the entrance fee of any convention I've attended because it's either my band will be playing for it so we have VIP passes, someone will give me a complimentary ticket, or someone will insist to pay for it ^__^ But oh! Now I remember during the last Hero Con when I performed for New Fallen Snow, I actually payed for the entrance even though I'm one of the performers for that day. But it's ok though LOLS
I miss singing darn it...
I miss performing on stage with my band...
I miss playing Ragnarok too T__T
I miss going to our guild's weekly meetings to play together in a single computer shop.Work has eaten me alive. X_____X
My bjd fandom started when
tidalkame , my master narcissist who taught me to love my own self more than anything else thus, turning me into a narcissistic bastard, linked me to a website with lots of pretty dolls. I'm originally afraid of dolls because of Chuckie but these dolls aren't anything scary. In fact, they're one of the most beautiful things my eyes had set upon...

Utsukushii ne... (Beautiful, right?)